Just Random Thoughts

You know some days I wake up and I wonder why I even try to go forward with anything. It's just that in this world there is so much bad that it seems to outshine the good. My first thoughts are usually why am I even going to attempt this? But then I think to myself, "you can't think that way. If everyone woke up and decided that it wasn't worth going on anymore then we wouldn't have any world." So I think of all the good things in my life. I think about my family. Like every family mine is dysfunctional and we fight, hell I don't even life with my birth family and yet I still manage to piss one of my sisters off. My "adopted" family is not exception to this either. We all get upset with each other, we all argue but in the end we are still family and we care for each other. I think about all my friends and the crazy things that we do together. I think about all the memories we made and how when something goes bad in our lives, no matter if we are fighting or not we will try to find out what is wrong with everyone. We push aside all the petty things and we try to make everything better. And that's what my families do as well. Even the people that hate me. I think of them and I say "well as long as they aren't hurting someone then they can stay that way" and I just move on. I get out of bed and I get dressed and I go on about my day doing whatever it is that will make me smile that day. No I'm not saying that I don't have my bad days, because God knows that I have my bad days, but in the end I try to make sure that I go forward trying to better something. So now here's the thing, what is it that pushes you forward, that gives you a reason to go forward?